假期

过了几天假期咯
我什么都还没动。其他人一定都开始study不然就在做assign了吧。T-T
真的很懒惰动啊啊
现在真的好少update了，因为没照片拉，

我的samsung哟希望看到你的时候你是真的修好了的
最近做的事：买礼服，买高跟鞋（对我来说超贵的），小beg（便宜又美）
xmas eve我跟他跑去大嘴叭唱k，那天点歌点好久，就唱比较少，
到后面我终于点好了，那个荧幕就写：还剩十分钟。 囧
然后我已经两次去喝酒了omg
第一次在overtime。

因为阿之前在tiara bday party喝过她妈咪作的tequilla+lime，很好喝
所以我点了tequilla。 那个杯超小，lime也只是夹在杯上，我的他一直提醒我是很浓的酒，喝小口点。
我喝，哇塞怎么那么苦又辣很囧的口感！

每喝一口，我的表情就很很很丑
然后叫waiter拿lime，hehe有很多片，我就拼命挤，就变成我要的tequilla lime咯 :)
第二次喝就是在唱完大嘴叭的那一天，在library。
又点了有tequilla的cocktail（参orange）
结论是，我只喜欢tiara mummy弄的tequilla。

还有就是，我剪头发了
其实那位发型师有剪出一个型来，第一天很好看我好喜欢，那天头发她帮我吹到很直。
接下来我头发又翘回了，就不好看了。
可是应该有比以前那个又长又乱的头发好一点ba :)

dangdang，有一天，前天，说好煮给他吃，

烫broccoli，sardine with chili & tomato (是从满会煮的housemate学来的）很好吃，and tomyam soup with hotdog+tomato

以前爸爸教我煮sardine是和egg and onion一起，我觉得辣椒tomato也很不错的组合，因为我超爱吃tomato（那种煮熟了的），几乎一个星期都会有三天吃到吧。

然后平时我在hostel煮每次都买potato tomato 小白菜 chicken，都煮一样的东西

这次买了辣椒，发现佐料也蛮重要的，它可以为一道菜升味不少。

明天姐姐就飞回来咯，爸爸也会上来。 :)

不过我还不能回去jb，因为bf姐姐要结婚咯。

应该明年1月3/4/5号回

就这样拉

A Relationship

My previous post was an extremely sad & emo one.
really thought our relationship is ended.
he came to find me that night,the day when i had the previous post.
it was that day, when we sort everything out.
was really desperate and heartbroken,its like end of the world.
unstoppable tears.
im now glad that he came to find me that day,
after arguing for so many days,nvr hear what each other trying to say..
we finally communicated, instead of debating.
for me, our situation might be we care too much
like sometimes i respond this way bcs i care too much what he says/what he thinks of me.
also,we are together for most of the times,its too easy to start arguing about pointless thing once you get used to existence of each other.
i started not to appreciate him and took him for granted.
throw temper soooo easily. :(
when he's giving advice, i took it negatively, think that he started to pick on/dislike me.
conclusion, we're too sensitive towards words by each other which made the arguments became gradually serious.
so, i learnt to apologize.learnt to admit what i did wrong.
him too. (not to say entirely my fault for picking every arguments)
it's always a responsibility of two.
i thought of ending this relationship where i thought all i gv him is pain,anger.
thinking to let him go, let him off. dont let him suffer.
but it was a wrong thought. he dislike my bad attitude, but never me.

after we reconciled, he shared me this sentence,which he found somewhr..
喜欢一个人，是因为在一起开心。如果不开心还想在一起，那就是真爱了
its indeed true.
there is no relationship being happy all the while.
there must be a time/more than that when two face obstacles getting along with each other.
getting very annoyed by him/her.. blablabla.
its really challenging. bcs in this 'love' world, thats not only you.
you have to think for your another half, what you said,what you did you have to spare a thought for him..
you cant act everything on your own.
a relationship 是门很深奥的东西
im also very grateful for all the cares from my loves-my jie,my best frens,jimuis,who helped me to calm my emotions..

okie enough for this.haha.
time to share good news,
holidays (study week) for 3 weeks after next friday.hehe
but i gotta deal with Strategic Management assignment which is to be handed next thursday.2500 words.
lets kick this ass off, sooooon!