Papa Happy Birthday!

25th April
my beloved papa birthday
:)
called him and sang happy birthday song
how i miss him.
sometimes i just cried when i think of him.
thinking to go bk during study week,
will stop having class after this wednesday.
maybe going bk i hv more motivation to study,
but might also be lazy and rotten staying home.

i wish my papa stay healthy always.ping ping an an.
my every year wish for him :)
love my papa!

he has always been worrying me this degree 2nd year.
:(
and i did disappoint him,aiks.
that time when i knew my audit assignment result,
all i did was just cried and cried.
WHY I CRIED?
not bcs me myself, i mean im sad but thats not the reason leading my unstoppable tears.
its bcs i really felt shameful, felt terribly guilty to tell him my result.
i disappoint him,
i decided not to immediately inform him bout the mark,its like a week after only i told him.
but i kept saying many people also get this range of result.
he asked me to work harder.
no matter wat result i get, high or low, papa will always say:
Work hard
:)

im extremely worried for my coming finals :(
aim for at least pass for the exam.
NO FAILS.
i once promise you i will try my very best for studies.
the best means - to get higher achievement.
but now, i think its nearly impossible.
still, i will try my very best to PASS

I LOVE YOU,
my forever lengzai papa

You & I

Okaay,
obviously i still dont have the urge to ulangkaji now :p
so im here again!
few days before=the movie day, i went thai thai for dinner :)
the tomyam reallyyyyyy spicy, but still you feel like drink and drink it more!
but its not really good one larh,got add coconut de,which in fact i x really fancy.
haha. and thai thai is expensive. i think wont go again guaaa x)
wooohooo, steamboat! with ABC soup as the base, really best betul! :DHe told me that his frens feel we look alikeeeeee, very alike,
at first, im with a big reaction, making him very bushuang xD
but then i get him lar, its not bout the face figure, its as in the feeling of our look?
the expression we show on our face gua heehee
i think that we have a quite alike-same-style-smile. :)
personally i also think he's influenced by me, in the way he pose in front of camera,
dulu his smile like very tegang, now is really becoming natural.
naturally-happy-look. especially the smile, i definitely influence him ;D

btw,
i have not cut my hair for ages d.
now my hair, really a big mess lar, totally unorganised=没有层次
i just have to tie all the hair up to make myself x so pekcek.
kinda miss my hair during 2o10,
maybe you cnt see whats the difference,
but that time my hair is thinner, and i had fringe.
have to cut during holiday le guaaaaa.

heyheyhoho

First, i would like to share some drawn photos.

ahleong potrays..

there are three different ahleong

first by christina

second by me

third by tiara.

actually my first piece is really better and the神韵is alike with ahleong,

but too bad i go edit again the eyes bcm like panda eyes so i erased it :(

then i cnt draw back the same ahleong again,final piece is = PIG look ahleong.

buttttt, i personally think tiara's potray is the funniest.

i cnt stop laughing during the class and i guessed we caught the tutor attention,

as we sat in the first row. and keeeeep laughing.im like a siao po xD

christina's version is the best one, rate hers no1 :D

AND,

another great news to announce,

i done this MAPI assignment. KILL OFF this damn assignment le :DDDDDD

words cnt describe my relief.

its my first ever time, for staying awake the whole day.

from 8pm to next day, the whole day awake.

after that, i feel like a zombie,seriouslyyyy. pening kepala with dead face.

and my hostel LIFT - repair & maintenance.

i live on the 6th floor. after hand-up assignment, i went bk to hostel and rest.

within 10mins, i realised i left my pendrive in computer lab.

Again, i hv to climb down 6 floors,means 12 staircases. tsk tsk.

yaa, so every assignment is dead now.

BUT,

the real thing coming - finals. :((((((((((

5th may 2011.

aiksssssss. i duno what to say,

what to comment on my current progress on my studies.

=x wish i cn strive for the best ok.jiayou. i want a pass for each module.

one day after handing up the assignment,that was yesterday,

i went sunway pyramid for movie.

scream4,andddd the story is damn lousyyyyyyyyyy. rate 2/5.

though the movie still uses the same female lead,

but the killer motive really.. i no comment.

and i think female lead does not have enough scenes lor.

in the past versions she has many fightings with the killer de,damn cool one.

this scream4 memang.....aiks.
theeen, we saw this,

kwl said wanna fold and so i follow him.

but i did until step 4 then gagal d.

he helped me to continue it.

jiayou japan.

and and, we saw a singer-马嘉轩 too,its an honour.

but too bad i actually cnt recognise her,i once impressed by her video in xingguangdadao,

she sang 征服 and i posted that video on my fb too.

then, one of her song - 认错（翻唱）is always played on the radio,

but i duno shes the one who sang zhengfu. aiyaya.

only then today i go search her name on youtube, baru find out. tsk tsk.haha.

but luckily,yesterday i had recorded her videos ;)

okaay,

thats it :)

忽然之间

觉得这首能表达出我的感受，我的处境

歌词歌曲都很棒

忽然之间天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候怀念你
我明白太放不开你的爱太熟悉你的关怀
分不开想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆就算生命像尘埃
分不开我们也许反而更相信爱
如果这天地最终会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆没有你

感情这档

夜深人静

就是思绪很多涌进来的时刻了。

跟flo聊着天。

话题：吵架

其实，再甜蜜都好，

吵架无可避免。

而且还是繁复的那种。

我也不懂，真的是什么都可以吵，我好恐怖。

世界上确实有在一起不曾吵过什么架的couple。

要做到这样谈何容易啊。很高境界才做得到。或许两个本来性格就合到很perfect.

但，两个人不合还真是平凡的事。

毕竟我性格并不好。

那天，上cf lecture，就跟我朋友聊了一大堆。

我很喜欢跟她聊感情的事。

她跟她另一半一起长达7年，7年，这个数字对我来说，很大 :)

从她身上我真的学习也懂了很多。

不间断的吵架是为什么，

因为双方都还不够了解彼此。

如果懂了，就会包容。

包容对我来说是个艰难的门槛，我有个很坏很坏的脾气很差很差的个性。

家人都受不了。但家人跟男朋友不一样。

家人当然能忍受我的一切，血都连在一块切都切不掉lo。

我朋友也告诉我，

‘如果什么都要吵赢，争赢，那我终究会输了感情’

我该学习偶尔睁半张嘴闭四分之三的口，适时控制自己的偏激

才能好好地相处。

另一位朋友也跟我说不要一直发坏脾气。

就算坏脾气烂个性是我的本性，我都得学着改掉，改进。

没正常人能忍受得了的。

说得容易，虽然领悟了，要做到，哈。

我还在学习。

如果还爱他/她，

分手只是在逃避，根本解决不了问题。

两个人本来就得面对很多问题，然后要一起解决。

感情能维持多久，就看两个人。

夜深人静，

我该休息。

我想太多咯

Its April

A day by A day, and

ITS APRIL ALREADY!!!!!!!

:(

Mapi assignment - 14 april,

2 weeks later.

and YES, i hvnt even started yet. OMG.

zen me ban? alot of research need to be done and I am clueless still.

haiyayaaaa.

final exam is one month later.

the five subjects, got three im still completely blur blur. :'(

tell me what to do?

is this the result of being too stressed? lol.

its considered my first time nose bleed bcs of flu.

last time during the aussie trip,weather tooooo cold so i kept sneezing and nose bleed.not exactly bleeding,its likeeee-很浓稠的鼻涕里参杂一点点的血迹。

that was yesterday during lecture.

i was sooooo freaked out.

maybe i rub my nose toooo harshly or my body heaty?

only left nose got blood out. T_T

i take it as an experience.

and this issss the freee macdonald breakfast :) i had it two times,spend more than rm5 then you get 2 freeeee big breakfast,woohoo.

here i introduce my new toy,

its name is AHLEONG.

my frens like to kacau it...lol.

see his innocent eyes.qian da.

soooooo,

yesterday is 1st april 2011.

yes, april fool.

but thats not the point.

hahaa.

btw, i din kena fool by anyone
my fren tipu me said class cancel and i replied: yeaah i dunid go le, thx for informing me.then she immediately called me and said she lied,
and i said: i pretend kena tipu de.
haahaaa april fool!

the point is,

its my 11th anniversary.

i went steamboat & movie.

JUST GO WITH IT > nicee and funny and gorgeous bodies movie :D
nicole kidman surprised me, i din know shes in the movie,she acts as annoying character.xD

okieeee.bb

shall i start?
awwwww