ohhhhNooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

time slips.

i dont wanna leave my home!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST JIEJIE

im being mean to her.keep reminding her about her age when i wish her either thru sms/fb

xDDDD

i never treat my jiejie good.

she once said to me: you treat me like a shit

that really made me lol and feel guilty abit.

but im just the sister she loves very much.

and recently,i do really realise the importance of her in my life.

how important is the role of her.

without her i think now i will still be a lousy+annoying-till-max-childish-little girl.

hmm i think i am now still,but got to admit i did improve laaah :)

she taught me lots,like last time i was so pooooor in sejarah during form 1.

i got like 40 for one exam and i was soooo upset.

then she introduced her sasbadi reference book and taught me the way on exploring sejarah,then guessss what,

i scored 70+ the next test! all credits to her!

she also helped me to study BIOLOGY,one of the most difficult sub before my spm.

including other subjects like chemistry.

and,last time i was soooooooo rebellious,always refused to go for tuition of my papa.

especially accounts. duno la last time really argued alot with papa one.

then papa who cnt do anythg will then call my jiejie,

hoping her to be able to persuade & convince me.

when i went taylors,the first time i left my house for my education purpose,

shes the first one to call me and to console me,without me even telling her that i was sad.

she just knew it.

shes the one who encourages me whenever i face obstacles, like my presentation,my bad english.

and last time ppl often mistaken im talking with bf when im on phone with her.

they said i sound very '...' x)

and shes also the one who i place my grudge to,anything..about people,about surroundings..

what elseeee ya?

she often showers her anger towards me,when i sound cold on phone,din pick up her phone,din wan to webcam/yahoo call with her.

i always thought shes really angry and doesnt wan to peduli me and i felt so bad.

but the next sec,she will forget those matters and reconcile bk with me.

:) :) :)

shes the light of my life.

its true man.

so,my main purpose is to wish my this awesome sister:

happy birthday sister! with love from lixuan.

wait for my post for you, should be arrived within 2 weeks? ;)

小失望

今天本来约了一位同事吃午餐，但至现在都还没回复我。

我也忍不住先吃了我的鸡粥。。应该是不会再见面了吧。

真的有点小失望。

因为我买了零食给他们，那是答应过的。

我还特别选了两包勒。

不过算了吧，下次还是不要在根本不知还会不会见面的情况下乱买东西给别人。哈。

在工作的期间，我最喜欢的就是我后面的同事了。

她年纪比我大一点，怀着身孕。跟她很好谈的，今天约的就是她呢。

想想她行动也不太方便了，还是不要叫她出来了。

继续看我的射雕英雄传咯！

aleh

我觉得我要来写一下korea的东东了。

老实讲有忘记了。尤其历史!

来写写我的印象有的就好了。

其实在fb我的captions都差不多写完我的旅程了。

总的呢，

韩国人，都很爱健康。

爱做全民体操，爱做泡菜。

他们的泡菜有200多种，什么菜都可以拿来泡，

也被获选为世界三大健康食品。

然后leh，其中有趣的是，还有个神奇之路。

像车，瓶子一到了那个路就会自动翻上。

大概50m到100m的路，巴士关上引擎，竟然会自己走的!

看着前面的车也是如此。

导游说，researchers都研究不了这其中的原因。

所以，真的是很神奇。

还有!

我又很有运气的看到台湾明星，

曾经在kl看过fir，罗志祥，malaysia明星。

这次是在国外! :D

haaaaa不过是小咔啦。

是在东大门隔壁的shopping complex看到的。

冯媛贞，不会她的名，另外一个好像是183club的黄玉荣。

他们应该是有录节目,看到他们身后有个黑黑像电话的东西。

应该是趁着空档逛下街。

我跟mama讲，他叫我去找他们拍照，

我就:不要啦，我又不是他们的'fansi' xD

还有什么呢，那里晚上好像也没什么星星。

那里的年轻人都很会打扮。

那里的东西也不便宜，生活水准很高。

还有，是第一次我出国感到最舒服的。

因为没有寒冷的天气 :D

还有韩国人啊，爱饭爱得不得了。令我五体投地。

三餐他们都要吃饭。

像我们，有些人早上是吃粥的。

结果导游说，对他们来说，

粥，是给病人吃的，意思是，通常只会在医院看到粥。

hahaa。不过还是有一天我们的早餐是鲍鱼粥。

学到了蛮多常识。

比如，

当你喝了酒，

脸红是不好，还是脸不红不好？

其实是第一个噢。会脸很红的人代表他的肝不好，因为排解不了酒。之类的。

大概就是这样la，韩国是值得去的地方。

让我了解那里人的生活作息，还蛮有特色的。

刚刚阿，又为我的好朋友打抱不平。

她啊，又被欺负。我真的是气。

她应该是我唯一一个容易受气的朋友，

只想对那位欺负她的人说，JIALAT.

虚伪的告诉我你有多好多真心。

在我看来你真的不是什么好人,根本不配做她的朋友。

thats it lah.

my jiejie is turning to a more mature lady loooh. hahahaaaa :)

days with yunqi & yongxing :)

its 11.42pm and i already feeeeel tired.
i duno, recently i just feel sleepy early on the time.
its before 12am,gosh.im not the 'lady night' anymore.
cant be back to the old days - sleep at 3 or even 6am watching drama

and wake up after 12pm.
now i always wake up before 11am. to me its really early!
one of the reason might be due to the renovation.
anyway,my life is normal now,or i should have said Healthy :D

not cool but its good for me.
line is slow i cnt watch dramas through pps. haiyaya.
first,update bout my day with qi!
met her on 18/9 saturday!
she said she had too much to tell me so we din plan any activities.
went taiwan xiaochi for our lunch.
i din eat much honestly. had been listening to her and giving my response.

and for sure i did share mine to her!!! ;)))
sat there duno for how many hours. xD
same as her, i love her very much! hope to see you more frequently at kl!
enjoy ur dayssss with ur 38 gang! heeeez.

we both wore grey color :D

the next day went to wedding dinner with papa and mama.love the dishes & red wine =)

and today,21 sep the tuesday,i dated yx!
we both know very well we din see each other for damnnnn long dy.
rmb last time we tried to date but yx got thg to do so it was cancelled.
cnt believe it had been 2 years since we last met!
i must thanksss to plurk coz we're able to chat much and get to update stuffs about each other :)
today finally we gathered! and,
i realised time wont affect friendship.it wont! neither distance.
heart is the key.
okaaay enough for these mushy emotional feelings xD
oohya but time does affect the joy,abit.
coz we dont really hv much time to chat! haa coz we went sing k.
and we din really sing lots,but kept finding chances to talk.haha!
we both shared our story and one of the topic is about ppl we dislike.
im glad that i din meet the kind of fren she mentioned ,or i'ld really tak boleh tahan loh! lol.
after k session,yx treated me yoghurt.aaah i think is jacob+donuts.ah duno how to spell.
thanks for the yoghurt,its really sweet and yumyum!
then photo moment! we took quite lots of photo there.
most photos are in her camera+phone ;)
i really did enjoooy my time with her.and i hope for moreeeeeee.

personally i really love this photo. yx looks so charming! her smile is so shiny laah!:DDD
ooh nearly forgot to mention,yx sings quite well too,last time she sang really soft.
now i cn hear her voice dy,she could reach high note and i would describe her voice as girly.my voice is like响亮,沙哑and低沉。hahaha!

ah and sori to papa,when i go out,its my happy day,but its his miserable day.
coz i never arrange the time well.and caused lot troubles for him.
i wish i dont repeat again.hmm i think i repeated the same mistake for many times.

okaay thats the end.
i still have less than 2 weeks for my holiday.
woo its short lah. i wanna rot moreeeee.

ps: my chatbox.full with those spammers.they dont read my blog,dont know how they leave comment one.ahh think i see spam again i gotta delete liao.i wanna see comments from my dears only!

Keyboard

我说的keyboard可不是电脑的keyboard wor。

是electronic keyboard.

v

v

v

好像没什么在这提过它。

其实从什么时候我开始想要拥有一台keyboard阿？

如果没记错应该是在sec sch的时候吧。

那时不懂是去谁的housewarming,跟随爸爸妈妈参加。

看到那家的爸妈的女儿表演钢琴，然后我也看到了她们的electronic keyboard。

第一个浮现在我脑海里的念头：我也好想拥有一台!

在那之前我好像就对keyboard有欲望了，也跟爸妈提过。答案当然是个no。

‘有piano了还要什么keyboard’

总之那个housewarming之后我就在那边发闷气，想说人家爸妈都买给她们，为何我爸妈坚持不买。

keyboard跟piano是不同的，很不同。

那时我还气得跑去写日记发泄。伤感到。。。。。

现在回想起来。 xD

真是个头脑简单的小孩子ya.

从那天起我就立志以后要用自己赚来的钱买一架keyboard~

但其实还是有偷偷希望爸爸可以买给我。

结果当然是没有啦haha..

也幸好没有，至少我有个目标。酱才有动力。

就这样，年复一年。

我对keyboard的wish还是不变。

现在想想啊，买了也不一定能弹得好。

毕竟它的键盘好软，弹法跟piano不一样。是有很多东西要学的阿。

买了会不会花太多时间在它身上？

现在长大了，也尝试做过工。

所以我有能力买个一直以来都很期盼的礼物给自己，不之为过吧。

but but,maybe现在还不是时候，要开学了。

不知道会是何时，

不过一定会有那么一天。hee

总之，

写这篇的目的是要。。。

promise我未来的keyboard，给它个承诺。

:)

tomorrow gonna meet the darling yuyunqi!!!

it had been one month since we met.

i know its not that long,but its a must to meet if we're both in jb! x)

and to momo,jiayou =) when u need me just msn me like you did today.

i will listen to you.

旅程

看回照片其实觉得还是蛮好玩的。

其实我跟妈妈很期待看到秋天的风景，

一大片五颜六色的树林，尤其橙红色的枫叶。

如果有它们这一切将会很美好neh。

那时有些失望。

而且也没玩到我很想玩的themepark。

首尔天气不稳定，在室外偏偏下雨下不停，在室内的行程反而天气very good。lol

每天吃一样的小菜吃到怕，本来前几天吃空的碟子到后来是动也不动的摆在那里，尤其kimchi。

景色没有比我去过的江南美丽。

但现在看回照片真的觉得很不错。:D

让我非常喜欢的是，那里很多都是农园，一大片绿绿！很清新，空气很好。

如果有机会我想以后再次光临那里，其中要包括themepark-爱宝乐园

ah要快点update这个korea trip，趁我还没忘记一切听过的看过的尝过的体验过的。

现在很懒惰。 xD

先用一个字表达一下

棒

bagus

nice

再放个第一天在飞机里拍到的照片，很像天堂。

旅行

今天星期六。

明天去旅行。

真的好久没去旅行了。

好开心好开心。

可是状况very不好。

满脸都有痘。

头发很惨，很丑很乱很不舒服的头发。

period也应该会在这段期间。:(

真的是chilamak loh.

不知要带什么衣服去。

8天要准备8件？还是16件？

我看还是10件？

要尽量带美美的去。

我好久没玩自拍了。

都只能放以前的照。

十月要来了。

ee要开学了eh。

好好享受吧。

今天鼻子好辛苦。

流鼻涕不停。

外边那间屋子还在装修。

真的好吵好烦leh。

travel,

this day has finally arrived. :)

here i come,soon.

:D

我的脑要爆了。

钻牛角尖。

固执。

幼稚。

可以把它们从我身上给去掉ma？

像这样以后我怎样在工作社会生存呢？

是我把事情搞复杂了吗？

为什么一定要认为是自己的责任呢？

为什么要这样。

搞到跟身边的人吵架。

搞到自己心情这样。

我根本就没成长。