im just so pissed of right now..
if my papa mama cnt understand, i would accept
but even she also commented - i love to play.
a month ago, i already promised during 22 nov will have a date with my ns friends.
this is the only day where three of us are free.
then later i know i might not seeing shyan so i decided to meet her before she went bk to jb.
it's just too coincidence she's going bk on 22 nov, so i have to meet up with her on 21 nov.
bcs of these 2 dates, i was being said - love to play.
u think i really love to go out everytimes.
go out for what,just to meet with friends who i meet rarely.
just these 2 days.
i know they are worried,bcs i cm bk late,that's not what i planned to.
i noe it's my fault to make them worried.
but dont even say i going out just to play!
ya i come kl to study.
but i also have friends here.
if they ask me out, shall i reject?
sure u wish i have no friends here,then i wouldnt go out to PLAY.
whatever.
it's my fault,but u are not good too for writing that harsh word.
which pissed me off!
i didnt neglect my studies.it's the priority.
but meeting my old friends,is that really wrong?!
im puzzled too,by going out so many times.
it's all my fault.sorry ok!!!!!!!!!!
=(

Give Up?

lol i blog alottttt aint i?
being at home is the best lah,got the highest intensity of mood to write what im thinking.
bcs i feel free at home =) even it shouldnt be like this,for now, with loads of work.
when u're free, u tend to think much.

for this one month studying my degree,
just a moment ago,i had the thought of giving up.
giving up to study.
Butttt,it's just a thought.
hahaa.
gosh, this post musn't be spotted by my papa!
phew luckily he doesnt know i have blog and he has limited knowledge about computer.though he is so knowledgeable.xD
wow this afternoon he told me he wanna buy a laptop!
he wanna learn to use computer. haha! congrats to him,活到老学到老.that's the attitude!

study is tough
work is tough
life is tough.

that's a NO i would end up like the title mentioned above.
not going to give up,
like what i had been pursue for my piano cert in the past(though still fail but the spirit remains)

okay,i shall continue the hongkong drama,still left 5 episodes!
LOL xD
thesedays my pimples pop out.alot! there's a really BIG & RED one. slept too late i know.

A glance

only finished doing my ifa tutorial, ima lecture question & tutorial question no 1,hmph no 2 i have no clue,nak pengsan.
still have alotsssss undone!
especially MOB. i didnt bring the motivation notes here. haix the coursework the coursework.
BITM,must start to seach info about authentification & privacy!

Now addicted to 宫心计 by 佘诗曼，杨怡，陈豪，郑嘉颖!
佘诗曼looks really elegant & gorgeous in the show, and she matches perfectly with 郑嘉颖!
perfect couple in the drama!
watched till episode 15..hope i cn finish the drama before my holiday ends.

ohya i m in recovery stage,flu will be away from me soon ;)
and i dunid to buy a new pendrive,
i bought the antivirus cd and installed avast to my laptop.
yesterday scan the whole computer, and all the win32rookit or whatever had been deleted completely.
they were the ones which contaminated my pendrive!
and that's y no matter how many times i reformat it,
the moments when it is injected to the laptop,it is infected again!
the virus actually originated from my roommate wuhui's laptop.
bcs detected viruses in my lappie have names like 爸爸exe，资料...
i feel very sorry to kp & qianqian whose pendrive & lappie infected by my little pendrive.
but i know how to get rid of those pathetic viruses. =)

holidays pass really fast, forever.haa
just a glance it has been 5 days.
gotta go bk to reality soon.

just enrolled the taylors portal.
these two days i didnt do anythg related to my studies..
and now i feel shiver.
there are tutorials + portfolios & coursework + assignments awaiting me in this short term break.
what worries me is definitely the cw 2 of MOB..bitm too..
some tutorials like bsdm, i dun even know if i can handle it.
seriously dunno where to start with,
maybe i should start doing ifa tutorials,that should be fine for me.

let's get started

the movie & pavillion day!

christmas christmas :)

last friday watched 2012 with taylors' friends - christina,chenpeng & sinyen..
before that we ate canton i..wanton noodles~
while watching, christina told me she felt wanna vomit,so i asked her to go to toilet..
pity her la,vomit for 3 times..
so i think canton i will be banned from now on..hahaa
dunno y 2012 is so popular,like everyone so desperate to watch it,
hmm after watching it, i personally felt that i dun get any inspiration,
the effect of the disasters like tsunami,volcano is quite stunning..
and there are some touching moments, like the tsunami in india..
after all, it is just another movie which tells about the end of the world,
and the people are actually survive in the end.
in the movie they built some kind of ships which protected them from the coming tsunami.
they came to an empty island and that's the end.

dinosaurs can be extinct,
humans?
just that if this day really comes,
i hope im together with my loved ones - my family.

the next day - saturday,
woke up around 11am,
then went to pavillion with my housemates - carol and qianqian at 12.30pm!
we took taxi, quite expensive though rm30,the taxi driver is abit..greedy.haa
it's the 1st time i went to pavillion..
quite like there, comfortable and high class.
but i dun think i will buy any clothes there,the prices are also high class.
wait till i work then. :)


we walked all over the place..
and then we stopped at Starbucks,had our drinks.
the main aim of us going there probably was taking pics..haa
then we left pavillion and walked to sungaiwang.
after a while, we decided to take ktm back lor.
and somethg bad happened!
a man who aged around 30 i think,
was trying to steal carol's phone when we got into the ktm!
he kept touching her pocket and trying to grab the phone.
our brave carol shouted loudly: "What are you doing?!"
then the man immediately rushed out and we lost his sight.
phew, luckily ntg stolen.
and we thought that the man observed us somewhere,
bcs carol did take out her phone while waiting for the ktm,
the man must had seen it and intended to steal it.
must be aware & careful whenever u are at public place..
anyway pavillion is a nice place to walk :D


i think i have to get a new pendrive,
it was infected by a virus known as Win32:Rootkit-gen and there is no way i could get rid of it.
reformat also no use, whenever i copy the folder into the pendrive,it is still infected,changed from file folder to application..
so sad i love that little cute pendrive given by my mummy.
but i dont have the solution..

my 19th birthday (12 nov 09) n_n

lol the last post i mentioned the guy rite..
now im friend with him on msn & facebook.
noe he's not promoting dy and great to meet ppl who love 仙剑 =)

it's 1.10am now.
and it's time to write bout my birthday last thursday! :)


my 1st surprise was from my lovely jiejie!!!
she did her 1st ever powerpoint for me!
and it was my 1st time too receiving this gift =)
such a great honor.
laughing non stop viewing it,
it sure took damn long time for her to do..
touched and love it the most!! thanks my dearest jie!
noe she is having exam soon..
mummy told me jiejie sounds very stressed.
hope she is alright and all the best.
i noe she can do it =)

then another drawing by kon..lol


that night,
i was at my room
accurately at 12am,i received chloe sms,
when i just wanted to reply,
suddenly the door opened and i saw a birthday cake,
then saw kp,carol,qianqian came in.
suddenly the lights were turned off.
and i realised they were celebrating my bdae!!!
omg!!!
the situation was like a year ago,when viola chloe kp them celebrating for me.
came in my room and shocked me.haha
i was really really surprised,
coz i thought that they will celebrate for me the next morning or night as we would have our bbq..so didnt expect they would come with the bdae cake at that 12am!
thanks alot my housemates!!! it's green tea flavor and i like it :)

wuhui,kp,me,qianqian,haoyi & carol!

the next day i woke up around 9.30am,then bath.
while i wanted to dry my hair,not even picked up the hairdryer yet,
i saw kp who opened the door,stood there and stare at me.
asked her what's up?
she asked me to come out,quite demanding,
so i said no, i felt alittle annoyed actually coz i wanna dry my hair,y asked me come out?
but straightaway i realised maybe she is going to celebrate for me again.
lol i was right, when i went out with my superduper wet hair,
all i saw was a lovely tiramisu+chocolate cake on the table,but no one around,
haa then i saw chloe & christina popping out from the balcony.
again they sang birthday song for me,
haa 2 times i felt surprised and - awkward actually.
coz i wasnt prepared at all,
so the photos of me taken were not nice,
my eyes were swollen and my smile senget again.
but im happy with 2 birthday cakes :)
then at night after my lectures,
we went to sunway pyramid and enjoyed our BBQ hohooo.




thanks for the ones who wished me through sms,facebook,msn,call & personally!

my beloved friends who sms =)
-chloe you are the 1st! hehee
-shyan my bff! i was so happy that u are early this year! and thx for the edited photos!
i dy kept it in my computer~ hehee =D


-best gang qi xD other than sms,she gv me another surprise! received her letter that day :) this qi hor,never fails to gv me surprise one..touched lor!

-best gang tyan :) hohoho
-jiaqi my ns friend!
-ahsan my another ns friend too! miss her!!
-Sookyee! she wrote really long =) knew her since we were primary and wish her doing fine in russia!
-jiawen..aha another primary friend! didnt expect he called me,at 12am too,thx for the call & sms ya
-xinying who wished me through msn! heee =D
-best gang ahnny!!! yeahoo ahnny is still very贴心 touched too seeing her long sweet mesej!
-my daddy! xD "happy birthday to Li Xuan.Hope you study happily.work hard n get satisfactory results.Gd girl" hahaaa how can i study happily wor,but i hope i study hard.lol
-萃恩！her mesej was hilarious and long!enjoy reading it haha~
-momo,hehee she rmb my bdae :) thanks!
-ahteng, my ns dear! meeting her on next sunday yippie!
-viola my buddy!!! heehee she was the one who gv my add to yunqi..thx lots!
-mummy! i smsed her to wish her happy birthday and so she replied me!
-wanting,my ns friend too :)
-guoping, another primary friend calling me to wish me happy birthday..and then he sms-ed me.thanks thanks :)
-huiyu & huiying my cousins!! they both birthday also on november ya eheee =)
-wenching my new classmate :)
-yup also florence my bff! actually she didnt really wish me but she called me an hour before my bdae so that's shall be considered a wish.. haa!

ppl who wished me through facebook thanks yo! though there are some i dont really know
i will just list them down here,
weei jier,xinhui my primary best friend!! caiyun my ns friend aka papa x),kon,
tangshangyi,cai jye,jingkhai,thamaraj,chongweijie,win er,joanne,sinyen,julie,boonpin,
casin,zymah,xinning,meiyun,Yongxing! my BFF :) sook kun, weewee,pauline,chenpeng,
wenli,chingfang,wanting,yongjun,ahman,christina,tiara,ruimin,ban,vivian,
phyliss my junior =), lilin,esther,royce,jianyun,diyao,yanjun,sze ting,guoping again,
kityee who loves inuyasha too xD,shinji,irene,raymond,jiaqi again (: songye,
jessyln,katie who loves jamhsiao haa, sharon (going to meet her on next sunday too yahoo!),waichoong,weisin.
and my ah wei jiejie who sent me mesej thru facebook!! she is my保姆's daughter,last time when i was young she & other jiejie adored me alots!

and thanks for the pressies from carol,qianqian,yeng+tiara+yingshin,chenpeng+joanne+sinyen
also quite surprised to receive presents, i thought i wont have any.haha

wooohoo finally i finished my birthday post..:D
overall,
thanks for all the wishes and surprises from all of you, appreciate! :)

and i made the same wish for the two celebrations.
only one wish i made,but it's a big one.

I Wish that,
我的家人，
我身边的人，
都平平安安。

hmm i had really lots to write about..
but am pretty lazy ler..hahaa

anyway today had a small gathering with qi and tyan..
nny is at melaka but nny! dun feel sad bcs we had so little pics without you :(
we met up at pelangi and had our lunch at stone grill.

isnt she look adorable in this pic? heart her!! (=

qi's tomyam mihun~

me and tyan ordered the same one :)

then shopping time,qi only stayed there for like 5 mins then she had to go study le..
said byebye to her.good luck in your stpm,u sure score well!! jiayou jiayou all the best!!!!
then continue shopping with ahtyan.
bought alot of shorts! all rm10 but no trying,and luckily all suit with me :)
sang k with tyan from 3 to 5.45pm, and i was like abit scolded by her bcs many songs she chose i cnt sing, never heard those songs before xp
then 5.50pm i left~~ so tyan alone continue sing and syok sendiri x)
had nice moments with you all!

i looked sooo short standing beside her :'(

me & tyantyan

room no 23, the no i like :)

having flu started from morning this day.
thought i allergic,
who knows it's a real flu.
throat isnt feeling well!
i guess probably infected by gor gor,
coz yesterday we ate the same plate of chicken.
hmm..hope i get well soon. alot ppl getting sick so sad..

haa it was yesterday i went bk here =)
i woke up at 7.45am,packing then 8.15 walked to bus stop,
waited for metro 10, 8.25 then it came, hee lucky me!
9.15am reached pudu raya and i nearly lost.
phew fortunately i found the road ..when i arrived, started to look for Causeway Link,
i saw it, walking towards it and stopped by an uncle who asking me whr to go
so i said i wanted to book causeway link, he said got got,9am one and urged me quick.
immediately took out my cash..then he guided me to the platform and i managed to get into the bus!
hooray,it was a really smooth journey as i didnt meet any troubles,
reached jb yesterday at 1pm! early right? xD

well, after get bk to home,
i had my favourite food eaten :D
potato soup!!!!!
and芝麻鸡!!
rmb every sunday mummy will buy it..tastes so yummy with rice & cucumber! hehe



pressie from tyan - long sleeve shirt!
she ordered it online, geng =)
quite like it,
but i think i can only wear it when i dont have big tummy,
bcs its quite tight ler,
so also cnt eat too much when wearing this shirt..



regret giving out my number .
when i was walking to hostel last week,
rmb i was so tired and desperately wanna head bk and have my nap,
but i was stopped by a guy, who obviously wanted to promote somethg,i fgt it actually.
straightaway gv him stink face and rejected,but he wanted me to write down my name & no, so i wrote it.stupid me lah.
receiving his non stop sms now,and i'm actually reply him,gosh..
dunno how,anyway hope he wont kacau me.
never give your number, next time i will sure write fake number.

okay i think i will write more in the next post soon!

yoyoyoyo

wah miracle..though our modem exceed limit (claimed by the customer service i called, saying we use 3G on the 1st day wth)..but now the internet is fast! x) so muz come here to update!

i had so much thgs to share here!!!!!!

my birthday, the movie and pavillion day!!!!

tomorrow morning i will take bus to pudu raya and buy bus ticket of causeway link (yellow)

and go bk to JB!!!! heheheheheee

wait for my updates! :)
till then!

dedicated to shyan

没有想到我回jb的那段期间贤刚好考完试。
然后我再来到kl这里她就回去jb了。
那我们不是不能见面了，
本来有想过不要回jb了，不过最后还是决定回。
21号我应该就会回来这里了，或许那天可以见一面。。

时间真的过得好快，
明年的二月多贤就要飞去australia了。
之前的我总觉得就算她飞了，我们的友谊还是不变。
毕竟在这里我们也都是一年见几次。
可是现在，
突然想到她很快就会不在malaysia而在外国读书，
我很难过！很不舍得！
那种感觉不知怎么形容。
就像是当初姐姐离开这里去aus读书，就是那种不敢相信的感觉。

希望在她飞之前能见到她，好好的跟她谈个没完没了。。
愿你考试顺利，all the best my 阿妹！加油。
you are forever my best friend. <3

好想去旅行

梦见海滩. 梦见海滩或在海边散步，预示着将会有开心的时期发生。
海是负担

海洋无边无际，象征着生活的重担没有尽头。
女人梦见海洋，则意味着家庭的负担越来越沉重。
梦见自己站在海滩上，意味着生活的重担无力承担，会有不幸。
学生梦见站在海滩上，意味着考试难以通过。
梦见平静的海，将发生令你惊讶的喜事或会收到情人的礼物。

这些都是google找的。

不知道从什么时候开始，我常常都会梦到我在海滩享受。
虽然不了解这种梦到底意味着什么，
我只知道在我的梦里我真的很开心，心灵很乐 =)
上一次去海滩是pulau redang的时候，那是3年多前的事了吧。那里真的很美啊。
妈妈有说过明年的六月要带我一起去pulau langkawi，真的很期待。
我不喜欢我的course，主要就是因为我的假期跟我的家人不一样。
他们12月放假，我在读书。
整整一年没有跟家人去旅行了。
我希望这个地球能撑着多些，
不要突如其来的海啸。。地震。。
还有好多好多好多大自然的景观我没去体验享受阿。




我当然也要做点什么，
以后都会用它来打包。不要再用每次吃完就丢掉的保力龙了。
我喜欢100yen这间店，因为它提倡环保 =)

long way to go

it's finally friday again. :)
recently i watched many youtubes.especially Igudesman & Joo
i simply really love their performance,it is so great to have such talented pianist & violinist.
the things special bout them are - they are Funny,Innovative,Creative and their gestures while playing their instruments are definitely Unique & different from any other performers!
personally think Joo sometimes can be really crazy,but he is passionate and so geng!
while enjoying the fantastic musics performed by them, u also laugh ur ass off throughout the videos. xD
i truly feel that they impart a new life into those well known classical musics.
haa they even changed the key, A minor to A major
Alla Molto Turca composed by Mozart xD
it's so hilarious to listen the completely altered version.
sounds so weird and new! and that will make u think that,
the original is still the best.
here are some links to share with,if free must watch these! =)
the 3rd link is the one which they changed the key xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_LV6dWcFaw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifKKlhYF53w&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNtYYuWILNE&feature=related

then,today i watched ANTM episode 7,
and american showbiz - Maury show
shocked to see that many young teens who aged between 13 - 16 desperately desire to have their babies,so they have sex with many different guys, one of them - had sex over 300 times! omg.
which made their parents so sad and worried, then the show also invited some young girls who having a child to advise those teens never think that getting pregnant is fun, and i think some of them realised.
after that had my 2nd ever nap again x)

yup, it's friday again, the day which make me start to feel free, relax,
yet also it's the day when i have to start doing some studies - the tutorials,reading,portfolio.
eeerm i wonder do i ever make full use of those 3 special free days since my degree or my whole life?
i guess, probably a NO most of the time. haa
haix anyway, the end of my 1st year degree is so far away,
it's next year,it's a long long long way to go.

i have really high mood bcs the day of going bk home is coming soon.
i wanna stick to my home for that 6 days :D
i would only go out for one time i think, and i hope.
ooooh i miss the scent of my home lah.

1st time

pics taken during last last week and last week i think.

i juz woke up and had my bath.
this is my 1st time having a nap! (since my degree)
omg..starting from the morning,i woke up at 9am,i started to feel unwell and sleepy.
seriously lacking of energy and had really low mood today.
anyway i slept from 6.30pm to 7.30pm.
the 1st nap woohoooooo congratz.

my next step is boil the water and eat my tomyam cup noodle,do the bitm case study & lastly gbc tutorials.

gambateh.

end it again with jiejie's talented drawings. xD
she juz now kept kacau me by drawing many funny stuffs.
now i even create a folder to keep her drawn pictures.. haaa!

enjoy the drawings!! :p (the 1st one was drawn by me,i noe it sucks but i juz love it lol)
goodbye and have a nice day :)

papa (2009.10.20 18:14) SmS

Having A Good Start Means Half The Battle Is Won

another quote from my papa

to advise me to study my best.

It's Week 5 now,

and i aint having a good start at all.

many homeworks cant do..

im quite worried for my status now.

wish me all the best la..

i think i should plan to buy bus ticket before next week.

going back on friday or saturday leh?