Sunday, May 31, 2009

if you really hate me,

you cant accept who i am

who doesn't like to receive calls, who doesn't like to talk on phone,
but only like to chat thru web...

then pray me die,

and i will disappear forever.

i m bad, i know.

just let me disappear in this world,

and there would not have problems again.

I am HEARTLESS.

yeah, u should not treat me good anymore.

Friday, May 29, 2009

metabolism?in relaxing mood right now..

phew...
recently,i feel that my health condition is not really good....
this sem i seem like having many cirit birit stories..
and for today, i had stomache, somethg like gastric pain?
from the morning till juz now,after i poo,feeling better.
this morning i had a really tough time. my stomach was completely painful,
it's became worse when i sneeze! it generated my pain to the max.

i think probably is bcs nowadays my eating period is soo not constant?
now i dun eat dinner outside anymore, most likely i tried to cook somethg at my hostel..
maggi of course. and yesterday i had fish fillet. and it looked like this~

haaa i know it looks badly, but it tastes quite delicious la..
basically everythg is tasty when you are hungry. lolz
ya i juz ate this for my dinner and few biscuits..
and i was no longer a big eater as before, sadly.
i think my weight probably has gone down gua. haix.

but in a good way, i did save COST of LIVING here!
i think i did. and it's alot.
but thesedays i had spent lotz for that yed thg.
i had to carve out my money for the coupons..
and the supplier thg, i contributed a portion of the cost..
we couldnt find any sponsorship.
cheez some companies they claimed that they sponsored cash for charity in their annual report.
i found it in BURSA malaysia.
and my friend email them, and one of it, replied somethg like they cant involve in this charity event. WHAT THE HECK la.
so for now, my 50dollar which i suppose to use for my living is gone,and i m now left with no cash. have to withdraw again.

soo, every students from our class have to contribute money liao lor.sad.
anyway, im quite excited about this coming event,which is on next wednesday.
i hope it will be fun, and we can gain many profit, For the sake of CHARITY. =)
and during that day, we are supposed to have some make up? scary ones..hahaa.
hope everythg goes smoothly and nicely. GOOD LUCK!

now i m quite with good mood and relax. why? hehee because today is FRIDAY.
HOLIDAYs. =SATURDAY & SUNDAY. YOHOOo! ^.^
they are heaven to me..wahaha~

past days we were so busy with our assignments..
travelling the whole taylor's main campus, tbs to distribute our questionnaire.
receiving friendly & unfriendly responses.
for our english, our topic is cloning..
this topic is quite special and we have to find some ppl with medical knowledge to fill in our questionnaire.
first, we thought of doctors..for sure~
and so, we decided to head to clinicsssss around SS15.
and,
we got rejected by every clinics.
the doctors just refused to do the questionnaire without even looking at it.
maybe they thought their names or their clinics are going to be listed.
haixxx, but we just require their opinion, and it is a close ended questionnaire, meaning that the names are not required.

then, i have to ask my sister to help me lor..as she studies medicine, and i asked her to help me to distribute to her friends..
at 1st, she was like, y so troublesome..
and pissed off, bcs she was busy and had no time to help me doing those stupid thgs..
called her lo, and i burst.
i think throughout the days i had been really stressed out,
facing all kinds of problems & challeges in doing our assignments..
especially english, our topic is really tough. but i m glad that we are able to overcome it and we chose to go on for this uncommon topic. =)

on the phone, i just cnt take it anymore and i cried.
oh god, that day i cried alot. my tears just cnt stop flowing.
i think my sis was shocked.
she was actually angry with me as i always dun wan her to call me.
by giving many silly excuses.
but then, she still helped me!
she is indeed a good & caring sister.
no matter how mad she was, she still got over for what i done to her and consoled me not to get sad, stressed.
she sent the questionnaire thru mail to her friends.
and i received quite alot of replies from her friends.
THANKS ALOT for filling my questionnaire, truly APPRECIATE IT!
and to jiejie,
THANKS for helping me. eventhough i treat u like that..u are the greatest jie =)

and yeah, thanks to my papa mama and gor gor! XD
i also asked my parents to help me in distributing the questionnaire to a doctor who they know..
i sent the mail and go go helped to open & printed it out. as my mom she didnt know how to open the mail..haha~
and i think on the phone, the conversation between me and gorgor was the longest of all.
=) thx.

i did feel very guilty for asking them to help me, with my assignments.
and touched till i cried again..for their unconditionally love. =D

i think, other than changing to a more matured person..( a person who would not being lied so easily, who knows how to pretend - to bad ppl, who is not so dumb), i changed to an emotional girl.

i mean, duno since when, i bcm a girl who gets easily cry. like watching dramas, or even any shows like ANTM, i cried easily for some touching moments of the shows. but dulu i was not like that, i NEVER cry unless the show has really got "somethg" which is too sorrowful or whatever.. now, aww.. i cnt describe.

hahaaa, in short, thx to everyone who helps me lor X)

okok, i think i cn stop now..my post was quite long yeah~
last but not least, i want to show a photo of me taken by today. XD


this sem is said to be the toughest of all for my foundation.
though i soo wish to end it fast, (still left a month which is about 30 days)
but at the same time, i do have unbearable feeling with this ending sem.

Monday, May 25, 2009

你觉得我是哪个卡通人物?
Doraemon
Hello Kitty
Mickey Mouse
Barbie娃娃
Snoopy
Superman
黑白猪
Melody
巫毒娃娃
蜡笔小新

hahahaa..
这是florence sms 给我的。。
我选了melody XD

然后我sent给了好多朋友,
结果
每个答案都不一样的ler!!!!

flo - barbie
珊 - 黑白猪 (哈哈因为他觉得我很会吃 =D)
佃 - snoopy
绮 - 巫毒娃娃 (==)
妮 - doreamon
隧霖 - melody
婷 - hello kitty
萃恩 - mickey mouse
姐姐 - mickey mouse (他觉得我很像)
chloe - melody

哈哈是不是每个都不一样勒?不过有两个选mickey wor。。我觉得我的笑容真的有那么一点像米奇老鼠~hahaaa


揭晓答案。。。

doraemon 最可靠的朋友
hello kitty 最贴心的朋友
mickey 最了解你的朋友
Barbie 最漂亮的朋友
Snoopy 你曾经暗恋的对象
Superman 最能保护你的朋友
黑白猪 你喜欢的人
Melody 你想成为她的男/女朋友
巫毒娃娃 现在恨的人
蜡笔小新 最会让你笑的朋友

哈哈。。
所以我在我朋友心目中都是不同的位置,角色eh~
虽然不是每个都准拉~~~
其中一个最好的朋友,haa我不相信她会恨我。。woowoo~
LOLz。

我爱你们啦~~~
看到你们的答案让我觉得开心 =)

今天心情忽高忽低。


。。在此有个好消息要跟大家分享~
那就是不用为我担心拉~~~


因为我终于“来了”。
fiew。。等了六七天。它总算来了。
害我心情怪怪了六七天。

我想我真的是压力大吧,虽然我不这么觉得,我意思是~对很多东西要做~
可是我心里并没压抑的快受不了阿。。
不过原来潜意识我还是很大压力。
一年来我都很准时地,从来未迟过那么久。难免有点惊吓。哈~

ok byee~
紧张。希望明天一切顺利拉~~~

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Presentation is on next week.

jiejie said this pic of me i look got make up, but i didnt lor.. issit her eyes got problem? lolzz

phew..
just done my econs powerpoint..
heeehee this time i done all the slides.
not that my members dun wan do la,hahaa but..
i lazy to wait their separative slides ler..
and since i so free, i decide to do somethg meaningful - do all the slides lor~
woo, i spent whole afternoon doing it, kept edit and edit.
finally i have my work done =) yohoooo!

and the econs presentation is on next tuesday,
the 1st ever presentation we going to have in SEM 3,
and SO LUCKILY, my topic is the 1st group,
bcs it is the easiest one.. sad lar..and i wil be the one who in charge of intro,
so i will be the 1st ever speaker in my class. =.=
what a horror..
LOLz.

wish me luck then.

today chat with my jie~
she wanted to call me but i refused.
COLD BLOODED YEA.
SORRY la..

but i have to say that today i reali did somethg,
not that i doing nothing whole day and still dun wan to talk to you ma.
SORI la okay? hahahaa~

then when i nearly finished my powerpoint, papa called me lor.
i said, "pa i did all the slides ler.." for mine, for my members.
then,
he said,

GOOD ar, it's good that u did all.
O_O
he thought i will get higher marks if i did all, like all credits go to me..
hahaa, but who will know it?
me and my members will still get the same marks la..
hahaa
then mummy turn,
"U did all the slides ar?" "Then must show that u did all, must let people know u did it."

hahaaa~~ they both so funny and cute XD
but anyway, i did the slides willingly la.
And,
my members all are nice~ none of them are the lazy one. hehee.

other than econs, which will be soon over,

there are still many thgs undone,

our english, accounting, bst.

And that YED thing!!!!
held on 3rd june,
all students from various classes have to sell thgs like food, drink or anythg for charity..
first, we hv to sell the coupons to ppl, they buy it and cn come to the yed and use their coupons to buy the thgs we sell lor~
poor viola, she is the leader of our class..
we have to find sponsorship, work on thgs we want to sell,
and till now, it's like, we done ntg. == OMG. haixxx..
pray that we cn finish all the thgs on time lor.

jiayou.
in this toughest sem n_n

ps: my period oredi late for 4 days and hvnt come. shit lor, i must have problem dyy. haixx

Sunday, May 17, 2009

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH NNY!!!!!!
my dear nny is officially 19 this year =D
heee she must be enjoying her bdae with her frensss at melaka though we - HIPS member are not by her side...
wish nny happy always, healthy always..always be strong again if she meets any unhappy thg~~~
she will be forever my best gang =)
woohoo i m really happy..
coz i m the 1st person in HIPS who wished her HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
wahahahaa~
because i rmb that during our hips anniversary i was the last one who wish everyone..
and i promised them i will be the 1st to wish them on their birthday~~~
as i never do that in the past..always the last one T-T
hahaa but from now on, i must be the FIRST!!!!!!
ehehehehehe~
BFF yeah ah nnyyy~
loveee u much~~~ muackx X)







photos we took in the past..
super memorable~~~~ =)
misss my hips so much laaaaa..
hope we cn meet soon!!!!


today woke up then i felt like pooo...
and was like cirit birit...
i poo for 3 times..
and now still feeling alittle unwell..
jiejie said is mayb i ate the wuxiang..
coz that wuxiang made by mummy last week i put in refrigerator till yesterday.
and yesterday i finished the last two... =) reali yummyyy..
anyway, even is bcs of the wuxiang,
still no regret eating them =D
hope i recover by today lor~~~~~
and i had ulcer on my teeth..swollen..
weather is hot recently...
drink more water my beloved friendssssssss =)


and
i wanna ask a question..
am i really 自大?
i felt alittle overwhelmed.
just now i played the facebook quiz..
朋友最不爽你哪一点?
and the result i got is zi da...
and my roomate actuali agree it..
she said旁观者清。
wooo
i reali didnt realise that i m ego ler..
haixxx..
coz i dun think i had laugh over the weaknesses of my frens..
and didnt care about them when they are unhappy...
hmmm..
soooo
my beloved friends..
pls forgive me for being like that lo...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

worry about assignments.scare scaree.

aha,
that's my concern..
my assignments. >.<
because ass holds many marks for the entire subject.
for every subjects basically..

dulu ler,
not so scare one,
because i have my members - chloe / viola.
they sure will do work one, and they ask me do wat i do wat lor.

but now hor
wasai man,for econs,i hv to ask my members to do what.. ==
seriously it's tough,
coz i oso dunno which questions to let them in charge..
but the end, i managed to distribute the tasks laa..
and for me, i oso not vr clear about the questions though..
soo, how should i be the leader wei? my econs not good also arrr.teacher u chose wrong la.
anyway, ALL THE BEST for ECONS assignment.
I Simply don't want to drag my members down..haixxxx..feel sorry for them,for having such a suck leader.

then accounting assignment,
another worry..
again i m not same group with my gang laa..
but those unfamiliar people.
luckily few are good ones =) hehee
sooo, hope i did my part in this ass laa..


other 2 sub - bst and english.
y didnt i mention them???
LOL
because i have chloe and ahvio.wahahahaa~

remember,
before i was in college taking business course,

already heard that many ppl who take business course are filled/flooded with a thg called ASSIGNMENT.

last time i know nothing bout this word..
and NOW,
i truly understand the deep deep meaning of it.

indeed,this course does have alot a tons of assignments to do.
though i hate assignments 10000000xxxxxxxx,
but have to admit that,
ass actually helps me in gaining knowledge.

alot of thg that i duno at all i learn through in doing assignments..
like for english,
bcs of topic,
i know about the violence against woman,the cloning in treating alzheimer's..
business computing, i learnt about carpal tunnel syndrome - it is a disease where your wrist injured badly..somethg like that.
and manyyyy.


so, assignment does torture us alotttttttt, but it has its pros too. =)

haixxx,wish me luck la. T.T

Sunday, May 10, 2009

now already at KL....
damn fast.good moments passed damn fast de lor!
and i took bus from puduraya to subang.
my 1st time! and alone =D
i feel i m independent..finali i dun need companion lor~ yeahyeah!

i had my great moments at home in these two days...
friday cm bk here~woohoo!
i had my POTATO SOUP!!!!!! super tasty de laaaa!




that day i slept at 4++am,wanna enjoy my days at my lovely home.
then the next day,
about 11am,
RING RING RING.
kept receiving miscalls~
haha from yunqi and jiejie..
qi knew me come bk and wanted to meet me..
all thx to mama,she persuaded papa to let me meet qi at sutera mall,finally unwilling papa gave in X) yeah~
after bought the bus ticket at tun aminah bus stop,papa fetched me to sutera mall lor~hehee and i met qi!!!! ^^

qiqi i not moody la,damn full that time,so i had this expression.


my lenglui yunqi =)


my teriyaki set,a big bowl of rice hor.hahaa~





z
today wrote card saw it..coz yesterday asked her to put my card in her beg,didnt know she secretly put her korean souveniers in the plastic too..hahaa i love it! thxxx~

chat alot with qi,haha i kept laughing..for the thgs that she told me..lolz.
and qi helped me alot in buying mother day's gift,card and cake. love u la~~~ ehehe~
enjoy my moments with this girl hehehee~best fren forever la yunqi muackx!



at night,
watched tv with my papa and mama!!!!
then i brought the cake lor~~





妈咪我爱你xD



i wrote the card and placed it with the gift-i bought eyeshadow on mummy's bed..
then headed to tun aminah bus stop,10.15am, the bus arrived, got in,and said byebye to papa~
on the way,hehee
T Q.
by mummy =)
later she oso told me not to buy gift again for her on the phone..
ahaaahaa~
next time buy card enough dy..

overall,
being at home,
the feeling is unlimited the BEST,
u feel like u are soaring in the sky,
like u have no weight.
ur heart feels light and peaced. =)

and get to meet ur best friend is reaaaali niceeee =)

and the cabaran starts again,
alot of assignments awaiting. ==
especially for econs now,
i done nothing yet,
and i m the leader. ==
jiayou.

cnt wait july to comeeeee.

母亲节快乐。
mummy, u are the superwoman of my life. and
I LOVE YOU =D

Thursday, May 7, 2009

midterm tests were OVER =D go HOME xD



yoyo,today finali completed the last sub of my midterm test - ECONS..
Overall,
english did bad,i found reading 2 quite tough..and i nearly cnt finish my writing..
accounting can do bst can do =)
then econs, made some mistakes,i think no gonna to score lor.haizz.

the most important is,
YEAH!
i can go back to my HOME,
by TOMORROW.

bought the bus ticket, friday 9.30 morning ^.^
though cn just enjoy only for 2 days..sunday morning then have to come bk here again.and
and face all the assignments =_=

I M STILL VERY HAPPY >_<
it has been so long i didnt go back home. 2months.

I WAN TO DRINK MUMMY's POTATO SOUP!!!!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER MISS IT!!!!!!!

I WAN TO WATCH TV, channel 8 channel U =)

I WAN TO SLEEP FOR 12+++ hours ON MY LOVELY BED !
yeah>.<

definitely will enjoy moments with papa & mama. X) XD


today i cut my hair~~
look damn silly lor,haha~
though the outcome was not what i like, but i do feel my hair much more LIGHTER.
Not messy & TEBAL liao.
LOL.

then,went to eat BBQ with vio,gt,shumin and kp lor =D
we got a free supreme seafood set! (we collected the stickers =D )
ordered family pork set and economy chicken set.
SERIoUSly i think the dish was not enough ler,lolz.now i still feel wan to eat BBQ again~









lalaalalala, HOME.
HERE I COME.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

maggi mi很好吃

现在的我正吃着maggi mi,korean的,面很Q 很Q。

但怎么也激不起我的食欲。

每当吃着自己煮的东西,maggi,泡面,昨天我还煮了curry米粉,不过curry是罐头的。

总是觉得很心酸,每当吃着这些拉布拉扎的东西,我都好想家里的食物!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
在客厅吃着妈咪煮的东西,偶尔会complain下下,妈咪煮的东西是独一无二。

这个sem很累人,
我也不知道我在忙什么。
我很想回家。

所以决定了,下个拜四就考完试,我想那天就回家。
待到礼拜天。
快受不了了。很久没有回了。

昨天晚上还要忍着泪水,不哭不哭!我是大人不是小孩。
硬是读着我的econs。
心里却是按耐不住。
昨天爸爸又打来,
问我读得怎样了。
电话一挂,
我更想家。

我不是因为要考试了,觉得很辛苦很想回家。
而是想到我还要待到七月才能回!我就很不爽阿!
考完试的那几天会是轻松的。。
只有那几天才能放松,因为过后又有一大堆东西要忙了。
assignment真的很烦人。

希望爸爸能让我回,
为什么我那么烦,

如果要回那我就是一个人,
爸爸哪里放心得下,
过后又要从那里回来这个鬼地方,
他哪里放心让我一个人搭taxi到subang。
我更不想他载我上来,
我不要看到他一个人驾着车回去。我不要。


总之,
现在还是把心思放在读书!
答应过爸爸的。
我需要冷静!
笨蛋。为什么你总是像个小孩一样。死笨蛋。

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