finish sem 2 yoohoo!!

today is the last day of my final exam in sem 2..
completed 3 sub - english,business computing, malaysian studies..
well basically noo confidence to score high la, hopefully at least got a credit la,best is get distinction~hahaa..

finally my sem 2 foundation in business ends today..
on this special day, of coz my gang & me went to sing k! hohohohoo~
we also celebrated kp's bdaee..she already knew dy..hahaa but nvm, we still enjoyed a lot!

chloe

viola

khenpey

yeng

and i got 2 weeks holiday!
enjoy to the MAX!!!!!!!


GOING BACK..this friday~
heheeez..


so, KL,

SEE YOU in TWO weeks. =_=


LOLz..

WoOhOooo,finally i m FREeeeeeeeeeee~

HD is impossible~

juz nw checked my results (60 out 100%) in the college..

Apparently, it is impossible for me to get a HD for the business computing & english..
english is nvm..i tot i would get a Credit..but luckily,still got a D la~
BCP..woowoo~ thx to the quiz 2 which i mentioned before in my blog..which pulled my marks so down..10% is reali important,i gt 4.5 for that quiz 2..



SO,
I could just aim for D for both subjects lor..
pa seemed again disappointed on the phone~
haixx..

for malaysian studies, PASS then can dy..heeez~


no play play in sem 3 yeah!

final exam is on next monday till wednesday..
woohoo~.~


I WAN GO HOME ^.^
though juz TWO WEEKS..

=) HOME.

MISS the DAYz

woooo..

reali misss the dayz..

wish i cn go back to the past.

other than family,(there is a MUST to miss them lo)

miss my frenz of coz,

my ruirishyx,hips..

they are my best gangs..

i know we will alwayz meet!! and maintain our "long distance friendship"
no worries.

And,

i reali miss my NS frenz, the BRAVO team and others!
19 march 08 till now, soo long dy!

ima,sharon,yeekeng,hijau,ulfa,ahteng,ahsan,lin & kambing(tika)
we stayed in a room together.

miss the dayz we had!!
how we get along with each other,how we bcm crazy and crazier..
we played a lot, we ate a lot, we slept a lot, and we enjoyed a lot!!!
and yeah, we cried together.. when we knew the time had come.

i went there with fear,unwilling mood at the 1st,
but end up with tears and unbearable mood at the end.

sometimes will just leave some comments to them, like ahteng,sharon,caiyun,san,caijie..
sms with ima too!
and manymoreeee..

i miss them but i know that it is reali reali hard to gather with them..
as we all come from distinct areas..some muar,some jb,some batu pahat~
only met teng once in the dec last year~

me & ahteng at cs~

how i hope we all could gather..
but, will the feelings still be the same as ever?

those dayz we lived together we got together all the times..
now if we all reali meet,maybe we no longer the same..
i reali wonder how is the situation..haahaa~

anyway, the SweeTest memories which they gave me will always stay in my mind and in my heart..
whenever i recall bk, a smile =) sweet smile ~~

caiyun,huihui,san,teng,ahrong,jiaqi


the bRaVo

the last day i had there.

两个星期

突然显掉~~
很快就要考试了，我却像只乌龟慢慢爬。。
这个sem的我真的很猪，成绩烂到~~~我的天咯！
加油呀。只剩下几天，幸好只有三科~

3rd sem就要紧绷了，全部都很重要到！！

唉。。
只有两个星期的假期，
是要整死我啊？
超短的咯！
过完就要回来这里过生不如死的沉重生活，四个月！！
一定会很忙。

算了beh。
能拿这个foundation有辙meh？

woosh。。

CHANGELING

woo tonite i watched two movies.
the 1st time i watched two moviesss in cinema,hahaa~

Bride Wars and CHanGeLIng.

bride wars is quite nicee,bout two best friends~ sweet.


CHANGELING is reali BEST.
it's all i could say.
and summore it's a true story.

the mother the missing son the children are all too pity..
the police is so damn dumb, corruption,shameless,they only want reputation,no justice.
it's a good and sad ending.
the entire show is serious, and i juz cnt flip my eyes coz i wanted to stay focus..

my frenz u reali hv to watch it!
reali meaningful and worth.

cried alot though..
as i know it did happen.. long time ago~

our police..mayb not so bad,hopefully..at least they are improving?

ok la,the main point is,

changeling is the best movie i had seen other than titanic..mayb juz lost 10% than titanic..because it's reali sad..

AnnOyed

yo recently felt annoyed lor..
juz complained every stuffs bear in my heart to ah jie...
i felt soo much relieved!!!!
thx ah jieeeeee~~~~~~~~~
and i reali miss my frenzz..desperate to chat with u all,wait till the day we meet yeah~heez..

....
please don't act like none of your business.
be responsible.
don't give excuse as it ain't needed.
don't comment on others' weakness unless u have the competence.
And please don't be annoying.

dun mind wat i wrote ya, i m just crapping~~~~~

and i hope the ones who come to my blog are the ones who reali care for me,but not juz kepoh-ing or showing off..
those who i take as friends are alwayz welcomee yeah~~

felt sorry for chloe..
i was too,not really responsible~
everytimes seeing her pek cek-ing i reali felt guilty..
hopeee i can help her to max, she is just like a leader..

hoo,ah vio and chloe,we only left one more presentation yea~
jy!

hopee for the holidayz,my home and my friends!
heez..

GOOD LUCK!

想念我的童年

不懂做么勒。。
突然很想姐姐勒。。
哈~

突然很想回到我的小时候，
一家五丁。。
一起去angsana逛逛，吃KFC,
每个拜六去游泳，
每个礼拜去打badminton，tennis，
每年一定全家去旅行。
每天跟姐姐哥哥吵架，给他们“羞辱”到我哭到象粪脸一样~
帮爸爸踏背，玩手指游戏~
给妈咪骂~
还有每次我画画画到很烂很小个，然后巴士要来的时候，妈咪竟能用五分钟完成一幅画，
要我跟老师说是自己画的。。哈哈~~
然后，常常都是姐帮我画东西，我自己彩那幅画，我们合作得天衣无缝呢~
有几次，我的画还有被贴在后面的布告栏上。。
以前爸妈总会载我们去老师的家学画画，然后补马来文。。
臭姐姐每次都会欺负我，有时我被骂有时她被骂咯。。哈!

小的时候妈咪还会帮我们录卡带，
录我们唱歌，弹钢琴。。诵诗（幼稚园学的）~
现在还在，我每次听了就笑到全部口水都喷出来，
尤其是听到自己的声音。。
唱泥娃娃阿，我有一只小毛驴，littlestar。。还有一首马来诗~
以前的自己真的很爱表演show off，所以卡带里不少都是我的声音。。哈哈~~

真的好想念以前的那种小孩生活，
单单纯纯~~
一家人多和气多开心多好玩。
可是，个个都长大了。。
从哥哥离开家的那天起，我们一家的活动就减少了。。
到了姐，家里变得更死气沉沉。。
以前我总在想总在不开心，
为什么爸妈都不带我出去了？
有时我觉得好不公平哦，因为自己是最小的，享受的童年总是比兄姐少，
他们不在家了，我也不能常常跟爸爸妈妈出去了。

现在自己也长大了，
一个人活在kl~
虽然有得回去，
但在家的时间一直比在kl的还要少好多好多！！
四年ei~~~要在这里读四年！



所以啊，
我以后工作无论如何都要待在jb，工作地方最好是靠近我家的！
这样我就可以天天回家！！^^

我们三个+起来的画，嘿当时才六岁所以我的画最少~~

HiPs anniversary*******

8th Febuary 2003,

it was the day we formed our *famous group - HIPS!

now, Hips has a Six yrs history! six yrs old!!!!!!!

MeMories will alwayz stay in my heart!!!!

sometimes i reali misssssssssss our secondary sch dayz!

same class for 3 yrs..form 1 to form 3.

wo did a lot of mad,funny,thrilling thgs~~~~~~~~~~~

ponteng, photoshoot,singing,secret talk,playing........also quarelling~heez~

cnt deny these days were too memorable for meeeee!

this are soo important as the school dayz build our friendship!

and now,we alwayz had gatheings per year.....

heeeeeeez~~~~~~~~~~

anyway HIPS 万岁!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW is FUTURE

EWwwwwwwwww..

i m gonna to declare somethg happened today..
i had the worst performance during the quiz everrrrrr this afternoon!!

OK.it began like dis.

as the promise,we had our online excel quiz (business computing) in the comp lab..20%.
before that, i was quite relax coz i managed to do the revisions yesterday..
den teacher came..
finding our seats..
Login to the computer~

i m being idiot again lor~
i thought the computer i used gt problem as i failed several times to access to the comp with my student ID..(because the caplock was on omg i was soo stupid lol)
that time tutor oredi asked us to open the quiz file from the blackboard (a website only accessible to students)

SO i switched to another comp and login..
ok, i look for business computing-online quiz- excel test(supposed to be there)
however,under the online quiz,my folder was empty! (actuali the tutor oredi hid the content as he thought everyone had opened the file..ya it was, but except me!)
viola showed me that she can access to the computer which i tot gt pro~
soo AGAIN, i log off from the comp i using and switched to the comp(which i tot gt pro).

under online quiz,the folder was still empty..
throughout the process, i missed all the thg that the tutor reminded us of about the question..because i didnt have the excel file yet!
(he said bout how to change quarterly to monthly, required us to write in formula instead of typing the amount......)
after the explanation of him, my classmates all started to do..i finally raised my hand and said that i cnt access to the folder~
soo he unhid the content lo,hooo..finali i could open the file..

then then,
i made all the errors..
unable to understand the table..i think only the ones who had excel quiz only know wat i mean..
monthly(gt amount) changes to monthly(no amount), - juz typin the same amount in the box which has no amount
but i thought too much too over, 钻牛角尖。i thought muz use *formula to calculate..but how to calculate? completely cnt figure out~
mayb i was too nervous because of the login logout empty folder thing..i wondered if my IQ is below average..?? great possibility.haaa~

we had an hour of test, bout 45 minutes i was overwhelmed and stuck with the monthly to monthly pro..
at 45th minutes,den i realised 'concept of monthly to monthy'. that was the time when i reali started to do it!
knowing that i had no Timeee, and there were many calculations,drawing charts,consolidate...
i kept rushing lorr..

anyway, i gt 9 out of 20! omgggg..everyone gt 15-20..
but i m glad that i did not get a 0!
actuali i nearly cried during the quiz and after the quiz lerr..coz i was unable to answer any questions for 45 mins!
And i felt that i shouldnt get this mark..why would i perform soo badly..shouldn't be~i thought..

However, i got a lot better as i know that i still have my chance to get a Distinction if i strive hard for the exam! still got HOPE..the final exam has 50%. I just have to Get Over It. And i had! Heeez.

ps: actually just wanna share how awkward and clumsy i was during the quiz.my Friends, please do still take me as your Friends after seeing dis post~ LoLz... And my course mates especially ah vio & kp who are the only ones to browse my blog , please dont laugh over my mental dissablity yaaa~>.<



Don't Grumble for matter that was already History, but think about What can You Do to make thing better for the Future!!!!!
And Start from PRESENT for your Goal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

till then~~~
ewwwwwww there are 3 presentations waiting and waving to us in the next week!
nextnext week is revision week.
next* 3 week is our Final Exam.

THEN HOLIDAY & HOME.
HOORAY!!!!!!!!!

Diffidence..

ermm..
today i am quiteee depressed..
haixxxx..
due to next week we will have our presentation,so the english tutor decided to test us today..we supposed to gv a 3 minutes speech~
i think everyone presented well~~~~~
the only one excluded is - me.
when i was out there, i had no confidence at all..
i spoke like a moron.
ya..
then the tutor commented that my voice is monotonous..
same wave, not interesting, boring..
i totally agree with that.

actually this is not the main thing that made me soo upset today..
this fact recalled me about my past..
i believe the ones who are close to me know that i failed 3 times for my grade 8 piano examination.

now i recalled back during the oral test of the piano, how idiot i was, how nervous i was and
how diffident i was.

Practice was not the reason i failed, coz i practised a lot. u know, sitting for the same grade examination for 3 times..

but it lies on.. i have no confidence.

whenever i faced the examiner, i screw up everything..
the way i performed was completely different from what i had practiced in my house.
every single hardwork that i had made was worthless.
i dissapointed my piano teacher who taught so well and always inspire me, my parents who spend all the expense needed in my lesson and exam, my sister who always encourage me and ,me,who tried to finish all the grades.

i hate to be like that, becoming extremely nervous is my biggest weakness..
how i wish i was confident and calm during the exam.
whenever i face this kind of thing, oral test,presentation and whatever, i just fail.

soo the thg happened today made me understand that how lousy i am.
haix, it does trouble me a lot.
as i was in the class 2.2, (the class is arranged according to the level of english.)
every times i wonder why would i be distributed to this class..
they are all outstanding, they speak well they write well.
frankly, i must and have to admit that i m the worst despite the level in english in this class..
i m far far away from everyone of them.

ya, i have no confidence at all.

other than that, i was too shy..
other than interacting with the 3 girls in my class, i do not communicate with others.
they are all friendly and open minded~~
the problem lies on me again..
maybe i m a psycho?
i m definitely a weirdo.

whenever my relatives or my parents' friend, my sister's friends come,
i always hide at upstairs. i never been friendly to visitors who came to our house~
soo my mum kept asking why am i like that,
"u know that it is not normal ?"
i don't know how to socialize..and this is soooo important in our lives~

haa like what florence wrote in her blog, speaking is really important.
and yet i am unable to speak well. but vice versa.

and now, i m worried too.
it doesnt matter if i am so lousy.
but i afraid that i will drag my friends down~
it is a group presentation.
i really don't want to affect their performance arr..
i dun wan to ruin everythgs and i feel sorry for them, who have to work with me in the assignments..

hoooz i m really a LOSer.

i definitely hope that i can change to a better person, i wish i have confidence..
but how can a person change his or her personality if he or she is just being like that?
this is me~

aiyo, i know what i wrote is really sad and pessimistic..
but yeah, this is the problem i face with..
please dun worry for me ya~

hope this sem ends as soon as possible~~~~jiayou.

i am back here againn..

back to subangjaya again..
tomoro hv to go to sch again liao~
sienzzzzzz..

yesterday i had my gathering with hips members!
hahaa,we went to sing k~~




before that, i went to my oldest housee,
rmb i moved to the other old house at 4 yrs old..
woo,the housee is reali old lo..
nw paa is lookin for another new renter~







pa & mum went to the store while i was with hips not far from theree..

i felt touched..
mummy didnt buy any clothes during the shoppin..
in fact,
when my hips gathering ended,
pa & maa came to fetch me lo..
i straightaway asked maa got any 收获 or not~
NO she said..
den she gv me a jar of pills..
'it's for your health,eat the pills every morning den u will bcm better.'
haa coz i sneeze every morning,had light flu..
so they juz bought this during their 3 hrs shoppin.

so touched. love them soo much.

today is the laz day in jb,
i still had my tears.

larkin bustop..ah pa and my aunt..

and now,
reality comes.

i have to bk to my studies,my assignmentspresentations..my exam..

jiayouuuuuuuuuuuu.

haixx..
no semangat arr.